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Monday, February 8, 2010

No motivation and no money.

I have come to realize that in some ways you have to have money to diet. Fruits and veggies are not all that cheap. Therefore since I have no money I have no motivation.

Which makes me feel horrible about the last post I put on here because at this point I just don't care. My life is crazy at moments and downright boring at others. My sister is moving to my neighborhood next monday so I hope things will settle down and get a schedule going. Maybe then I will feel up to it.

I had a membership at Anytime Fitness but never had anyone to go with. I need someone who can get my butt out of bed and go.

I know I am just whining but I want to be able to lose the weight so that in like 4 years I will be able to have another child. At least I think I do. Barring anymore major health issues. So there you have it. My self control sucks and I am feeling depressed.

4 comments:

Katy said...

it's okay to feel BLAH about it... it's freakin HARD to get going, i know this, trust me. but once the pounds come off, the motivation will totally increase (and then decrease when you hit a wall... on and on)

but hang in there.... life SHOULD even itself out where you can go out more. i agree, healthy eating AIN'T CHEAP!!!! i do bags and bags of frozen (nasty) vegies and lots of tuna fish. it's ridiculous... Albertsons is charging 8 dollars for clementines right now!!!!!!!!!

anyway, the ONLY way i survive is writing daily (sometimes more) in a private blog... there i vent and get excited and post freakish pictures that the world doesn't care to see... otherwise they'd burn their eyeballs out. but it's helped me write it down... in hopes that at the end of the year i'll read it and think, "holy crap. i did it"


you can do this!!!!

Katy said...

whoa... that was a novel! sorry!

Erin said...

Not having money definitely can cause you to be unmotivated. Believe me...I have been there...am still there..I have come to the realization that if you cannot control not having money....you can control how you feel...I know it sounds easier than it really is..but trust me. I stopped thinking about the money issue and focused on my self...my husband on the other hand...still struggles daily with everything and is in the same position you are....he needs to lose weight but has no motivation to do it.

I hope things get better soon!!

Matt and Jess said...

I totally agree with the money thing. I realized one day a couple months ago that I virtually ate no fruits or veggies unless I was at dinner at my parents or Matt's. It's too expensive. My nutrition professor had addressed this in class and said that if that's the case, start out with being super mindful of what and how much you put in your mouth and drink tons of water between meals. Don't let yourself get too down, you can do it!!